It's your choice but, Never Think By Seeing Me That You Know Me

Yupz, it's true. I can't do anything for it. In fact, I'am trying to not think into it too much. The choice is always yours. Your eyes can see me smiling with the friendly look. Only He's the one who knows what actually happens. I don't like to 'bargain' or compare it to others, because I know you are just a human being that trying to survive in this century. I prefer to make it in silence, because silencing my self is the best way for now.

Just now, I was reading some article and I found a perfect phrase for me. It just like the answers which I seek when the problems comes up to my thought. It says:

If you love something, set it free;

If it comes back to you, it's yours;

If it doesn't, it never was.

Wau... sounds like lain macam kan?? Of course laen macam.

I hope when it is over, I manage to find it back. For now, I make dua' for it and hope that it will follow the river in the right way.

Believe me, I hate this negative thought. Really making me feeling sad and disappointed. =(