thanks to memories that reminds me.

Regardless of how the memory fragments connect,

if they begin to leak outside,

not all the memories will return,

at the point where they flow out.

Searching back of those memory,

follows the track to where it had flow,

if it's connected to another memory,

surely it hard to make a turn anymore .

If it's connected to another memory,

surely I can't endure this query,

because my life is all about memory,

the memory makes our past a reality.

The future may become a memory,

to be the eternal reality for anybody,

once the pictures of our life passes through time,

there's no turn back to be regret or sad.

There's no time for sorrow or worried everydays,

no need to curse of pasts of all our deeds,

learn from the past and keep it right,

keep it running on it's own straight pace.

Prepare yourself and refresh your mind,

starts by a footsteps but never be hurry,

consistency is our main policy,

where the changes will soon became a reality.

I can't deny anymore what my heart feels,

it keeps whispering and it really worrying,

making me confuse in the middle of truth,

for seeking the answer that i don't dare to believe.

I pray to Allah,

the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful,

I seek refuge from of any insanely thought,

and show me the way on how the life is about.

I'am tired of thinking about it again,

but it seems I can't endure it anymore,

I afraid being frustrating of what I put it as a hope,

a hope which make me worry all of day alone.

Just like walking alone in the stormy rain,

you bring the umbrella but it’s hard to use,

the wind blows it and you can’t walk further,

but you’ll get soak if there’s no umbrella with you.

I glad that my past memories were not an illusion

but it is the reality which already carved in the history,

I glad my memories reminds me today,

with more than the trust of friendships that will bonded us away one day.